lately my mood has been drained into nothing after some excitement that probably goes to waste.
just because of different interest and some heavy argument,in the end i might have lost one of my friend and supporter for my art.i don't know i just have the feeling that i might..
this is the 2nd time that i fly high but fall to sudden so it hit so damn hard until it hurt so much.i put too much expectation and goes as i think is the right thing to do but in the end i got nothing but emptiness.maybe i just have to change it by never care anymore what people will think whether they appreciate my art or not.and i should just forgot that this would work better in the future. honestly i'm definitely down at the moment.i don't know until how long. maybe i must not put too much hope in the first place anyway....
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